Moving Again
Monday, February 26, 2007
Please update your links. I have moved. Again.
http://jhed.asteeg.net/
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http://jhed.asteeg.net/
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Labels: The End
posted by Jhed @ 6:14 AM |
The Suicide Note
Friday, February 23, 2007
I was going to post about my encounter with the infamous Heneroso Bistokya, but I thought it wasn't necessary.
What happened with us, will stay within the four corners of McDonald's. [Yikee! J/K.]
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It was a nice Monday morning.
The smell of fried rice and hotdogs were tickling my nose, which made my stomach churn.
I stood up, took a quick shower, fixed my bed and slowly made my way to the kitchen. My mom was sitting in her usual place, two seats apart from where I sit. She sits there so she can talk to me while I devour my early meal.
After a few mouthfuls, we had a discussion.
It was too much for me to bear that I stood up, grabbed my things and left without even saying a word. [So yeah, I forgot to brush my teeth. Big deal. Sometime in our lives, we forgot to brush our teeth.] I was so furious and my mood was totally shattered into pieces. My mom's words kept on repeating inside my head and I hate it. I was almost in tears as the jeep makes it's way into the highway.
A sudden thought came into my mind. Suicide.
It was not a pleasant thing to do, but I now know why people do such a terrible thing. They basically don't want any more shit in their lives.
But as soon as I thought of it, I immediately disposed of the thought. I may have a lot of shit, but I'm not yet ready to give up. FYI, I'm not that weak.
But just for the sake of being emo, I thought of my own suicide note if ever I will write one.
Dear cruel world,Haha! The letter has EMO written all over it. Well, it's meant to be emo anyway. Oh, and my mom and I are in good terms again. It's just a minor glitch in our relationship. No biggie.
I am finally saying goodbye to you. After 19 years, I have finally given up. I don't know if I should be happy doing this, but I know this will be for the benefit of everyone.
Besides, no one will even notice.
To my mom and dad, I'm really sorry. I'm sorry for not being the perfect son you've expected me to be. I'm sorry for not giving you what you've always wanted from me. You may not understand what I'm going thru, yet you still gave the love and care that I needed.. and I thank you for that. I'm just really sorry that we couldn't work out our differences. Also, I'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you both. I will forever love you guys, and again.. I'm sorry.
To my sister, thanks for being there. Even though most of the time your not, still I thank you. You have been a good sister to me. Thanks for all the love and support you have given me, and I apologize if I have hurted you before.
To everyone who became a part of my pathetic life, thank you very much for everything. I will visit you every now and then. Haha! Just kidding.
GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD! I'm signing off.Jhed
Labels: Nerdicles
posted by Jhed @ 10:13 PM |
Sinners
Monday, February 19, 2007
This is the first time I blog from my laptop, using my own internet connection. Let us all have a moment of silence.
*Silence*
Moving on, it was a normal routine after my shift at the office. Log-out, take a pee, say goodbye to the supervisors, then I'm off.
It was already 5:20AM when I finally flag down a jeep going to Tanay. It was not that crowded. Thank God, 'coz I hate crowded jeepneys. Everything seemed to be normal, until we reach the highway.
We are probably 5 in the jeepney (not including the konduktor and the driver) and we are all freaking out on how fast the driver drives thru the highway. I think we are probably going around 120-150 kph and we overtook at least 3 jeepneys along the way.
I was blunting out, "punyeta" everytime it sways or overtakes a jeepney. I thought, what if we got in an accident and we all die. What did we do to deserve such fate? Are we all sinners in this jeep? Did God put us all in there so He can all eliminate us with just one blow?
Maybe. But you can usually tell someone's story by just looking at them.
- The kid (14 to15-ish) behind the driver is carrying a bag and some things. Stolen goods? Plus, he's dressed like he's been to a party. A male prostitute? [My analogies suck.]
- The woman beside the kid looks like she cheated her partner a lot of times already. I dunno, but that's the vibe I get from her.
- The girl student in front of the woman might have cheated her way in their exams.
- The old lady to the left of the student is lazy. She's been sleeping ever since I boarded the jeep until I left.
- The konduktor creeps the hell out of me. He looks like he's been killed a lot of people already. Plus, he keeps on shouting at everyone standing along the sidewalk. [TANAY, TANAY, TANAAAAAAY!!!!!]
- The driver, well.. he's reckless. That's already given.
- As for me, can you blame me for being cute? LOOOOOL.
Labels: Personalan
posted by Jhed @ 7:00 AM |
The Universal Phrase
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Our world is composed of very diverse communities.
We are like clothes in the hamper, having different colors and sizes, yet they belong to a single person. That's how I describe diversity.
Clothes in a hamper. Haha. So pathetic.
So anyway, ever wondered what is the phrase that is best understood by all walks of life? You see, since we all speak different languages and not everyone in this world can understand English, [calling all Japanese, please try to learn English!] it may seem impossible that a single phrase can be understood by everyone. Well, it IS possible and there is indeed a phrase that even non-English people can understand.
What phrase would that be?
Yep, you've read it right. Believe it or not, everyone knows what "f*ck you" means.I've been working on a call center for the past year already, so I know better. I've encountered instances wherein the chatter/visitor is from a certain country [they are usually Turkish] and after they got pissed off for not being able to chat with *clears throat* hot and sexy women, they just say... Yep, F*CK YOU.
[I was going to include here a transcript of the chat, but I suddenly remembered the fate of one of our operators. Eeeek.. I'm not yet ready to be unemployed.]
I was least surprised with the fact that everyone in this entire planet knows what the f-word means. Thanks to the Americans and there amazing media powers, they are able to f-wordize the whole world. Hehe.
So, the next time you visit
You may want to think again.
Labels: Dork-toids
posted by Jhed @ 1:13 AM |
The Legend Continues...
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
...TO DOMINATE THE MUSIC SCENE! ROFLMAO.
I was so thrilled when I learned that John Legend won 2 out of his 3 Grammy nominations. [The other one was Best Male Pop Vocal for his song, "Save Room"] He previously won 3 Grammy's last year, which includes Best New Artist.
I've been a loyal follower of John Legend ever since I heard "Ordinary People" a few years back.I remembered when I heard it for the first time. I was cleaning my room when I heard the song playing in the radio. Something triggered me to stop what I'm doing, and started to listen. As the music slowly consumes me, I just stood there, absorbing every lyrics and the sexy voice of John Legend. I was literally dumb-founded during that time and I'm not exaggerating. When the song ended, I sat in my bed and something inside me started begging for more. *Sigh* I'm like a recently devirginized virgin who just can't brush off the experience he had last night. [WTF?!]
Plus, he really makes good music and I immediately fell in love to the tone of his voice. It's the kind of voice that gives you an orgasm even before he finishes a 5-word phrase. Yes, his voice is that sexy to me.
[But now "Ordinary People" reminds me of someone who sang this to me thru YM. LOOOOL. Sino kaya iyon?]
So I began
After 2 years, he released his sophomore album, "Once Again". He
now has to prove himself to the people that he is no one-hit-wonder. He released "Save Room," which shows that he is not strictly R & B. [I love his versatility.] He released "Heaven" which is just... heaven!I have the full [downloaded] second album of John Legend. I love all of the songs featured in the album but "Again" stood out the most for me. Followed closely by "P.D.A (We Just Don't Care)" which is a really cute song.
Now that he's won another set of Grammy's, he has now proved to everybody that he has the power to stay long in this business. I sure hope he does stay long, because I still need to call him to sing for my wedding. Hehe. Oh, and perhaps a little make-out session. HAHA. Kidding.
[Okay, the last line was just.... WRONG!]
Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us
Let's get lost in lies
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't care
Awwww.
Labels: Potato-isms
posted by Jhed @ 1:46 AM |
